It isn't Easy

Well just when I get comfortable about something, I am always reminded that I am human. I have been attempting to retrain my deaf cat and my blind dog at the same time; either I have succeeded or the Universe wants me to take a day off. Yesterday I managed to pull a muscle in my right arm. Not the end of the world by any means I grant you, however, today was water day and those 5 gallon bottles will not jump out of the car and into the house by themselves. You see I have been putting off this water run for days in favor of oh nothing, and now I am paying the price of pure; I would rather run with the dogs, so to speak; they run I walk; instead of taking care of stuff. You see there is always stuff and when I first arrived here it overwhelmed me. Then the signs started. Not all signs where obvious at first. Bit by bit I began to see them for what they were and pay attention. Yesterday a friend came by with a bag of ice out of the blue which is what kept me from going to the store to get the water and that should have been my sign! I never went; hurt my arm and now it will be a big to do just to get water, all because I missed the sign. It even kept me from going to pizza night at the local watering hole. I mean if I didn't have to go through all the effort to get out the gate at this point why go. Had I gone for ice my car would have been out, I would have gone for pizza and stopped for water. Didn't need to get Ice so none of the other stuff actually happened, just other stuff instead!