If Only

If only every day could be like today?  If only all my days I could walk with my absolute faith?  Then I would not have had the days before where I was paralyzed with fear.  A fear that came from deep within; I could not control it; I knew it's name; I knew it's game; I just could not remember; once again that the footsteps in the sand in front of me are those of the ONE who carries me in times of stress.  Who lifts the burdens off my chest and helps me, to breath and think and live as I was meant to do.  Then like a whisper in the wind; in blew Angels from the east, the west and right next door, all lifting me above the fear and clearing my path once more.  Such simple things like an email sent, not knowing I was in need, it said exactly what I needed to hear in that moment of my pain, and then one more and so on, so strange.  My friends appeared to visit me from here and there, all not knowing why, and my JOY returned.  Band of Joy  So today once again I will remember to live in the moment, laugh often and live with love!  Trust in my heart and turn to my God.